Alaska
Where'd it start
Where'd it end
Lines are all so paper thin
What's a touch
What's a sin
Curves of want may start to bend
Flirt your fire
Dance your dark
Kiss my neck then
Break my chest
Are you gonna want me back?
Where's your lust
Where's your skin
Feel them on my fingertips
What's my breath
What's your lips
Push and pull your steps again
Flirt your fire
Dance your dark
Kiss my neck then
Break my chest
Are you gonna want me back?
I don't want you
I don't need you
I still want you
I still need you
I still want you
Flirt your fire
Dance your dark
Kiss my neck then
Break my chest
Are you gonna want me back?
Memoir
There's a fork in this road here before me
One brings life and the other's used up
The choice is my own
To burn or to grow
I just can't seem to sleep in this bed
If you'd leave me to my own devices
I'd just bleed at the hands of my vices
I'm a liar, I'm a cheat
A gun smoking with heat
I just can't seem to sleep in this bed
I find truth in the words of wise men
In old books and the tales of back then
When my heart's in a story
With the character's glory
I just can't seem to sleep in this bed
I'd be wrong to say that I'm not trying
But it seems that there's a war in my blood
Want to give but I take
Long to heal yet I break
I just can't seem to sleep in this bed
I wish that I could sleep in this bed
Hope, elizabeth
I'm not one for aero-planes
I'm gonna smoke some days
Even when I drink a lot
I'll give you all I've got
Know who you're fighting for
I'm gonna move out West
Air out this heavy chest
The days are slipping through my hands
I'll never leave that girl
Her words, the way she twirls
I'll bring her in these songs I sing
Love's a holy fight
You better hold on tight
When it's good and when it's not right
I'm not one for aero-planes
I'm gonna smoke some days
Even when I drink a lot
I'll give you all I've got
Know who you're fighting for
I'm gonna know your face
Your lips, the way you taste
You're moving underneath my skin
If the fire goes out
These embers will burn me down
I'll be a better man someday
Love's a holy fight
You better hold on tight
When it's good and when it's not right
I'm not one for aero-planes
I'm gonna smoke some days
Even when I drink a lot
I'll give you all I've got
Know who you're fighting for
I'll be a better man for you
Solomon's folly
Hell I know I need heaven
But I sure won’t fit in
With white robes and singing
People freed of sin
My life’s much too messy
My love’s insincere
These scars burn like fire
And plague me with fear
You keep screaming hallelujah
I just know what I see
God has blessed his children
And by God he’s damned me
I keep hearing you say
That shadows prove the light
If my world’s got all darkness
No chance you’ll be right
You can have your church
You can kneel on your pews
I’ll keep drinking my whiskey
'Til it makes my troubles new
You keep screaming hallelujah
I just know what I see
God has blessed his children
And by God he’s damned me
I need to learn how to love
To give what I can’t take
More than empty feelings
Love that makes a heart break
flirting with the black
Dancing with the devil’s a filthy thing
He’ll whisper in your ear all the things you want to hear
His poison in your blood overwhelms you like a flood
Dancing with the devil’s a filthy thing
To reach that mountain will take a climb
I fear what I don’t know in the valley of shadows
Still have to make it out with these demons on my back
To reach that mountain will take a climb
Do I take this lying down
Kneel before this fallen crown
Search for flickers left of light
Do I stand up now and fight?
Flirting with the black is a tricky thing
You pray that in the dark lie the desires of your heart
Only to find that the lies have made you blind
Flirting with the black is a tricky thing
I hear he’s strong but I think that I could take him
The taste of apple lingers on my lips
Couldn’t resist temptation’s sweet kiss
I hear he’s strong but I think that I could take him
Do I take this lying down
Kneel before this fallen crown
Search for flickers left of light
Do I stand up now and fight?
I know he’s strong but I think that I could take him
Eve
My body’s broke, hands are bruised
Only rest comes when I think of you
Words you told me were none too few
You can’t hide it, I know you want me too
And I know, I know
We’ll make it through
Won’t let you go
It’s just too soon
Carry me home
Let me hold you, ease your pain
Wipe your tears, help you feel no shame
Let them go, I’m all you need now
Take my hand and lay your troubles down
And I know, I know
We’ll make it through
Won’t let you go
It’s just too soon
Love ain’t easy, but it’s worth the fight
It ain’t true that it makes your burdens light
But when you find it, your soul feels right
Hope will rise like the sun in the night
And I know, I know
We’ll make it through
Won’t let you go
It’s just too soon
Carry me home
Monster
Momma always said to be a good boy
Never lie and wear your Sunday best
Don’t go chasing after girls and money
Or you’ll just be washed up like the rest
I’ve always seen the monster that’s inside me
Crawling and scratching to be
Outside his cage if only for a moment
But the liquor on that night set him free
I killed a man, shot him dead
Took his head and buried it in the sand
It’s safe to say the beast in me is out
So hold on to your fears and all your doubts
I went looking for a Savior in a white church
While the blood of another stained my shirt
Even if grace on the cross
Not even Jesus could love a man so lost
I killed a man, shot him dead
Took his head and buried it in the sand
It’s safe to say the beast in me is out
So hold on to your fears and all your doubts
Thomas
Dear Jesus are you up there?
Few things been on my mind
I’ve been told you’re always listening
But I hope you don’t mind
I’m prone to doubt
In this world all around me
So many things are going wrong
I thought you said to love each other
Isn’t that why you murdered your son?
Dear Jesus are you listening?
Few things I need to ask
You say you’ve got your plan for me
All figured out, so I need to know
You see there’s this girl
And I never want to leave her
Cause when she’s around me
I’m the man I’m supposed to be
I’m not asking you for much
Just a sign that she’s the one
Every kiss and every touch
With her makes me feel at home
Dear Jesus are you up there?
Few things been on my mind
I’ve been told you’re always listening
But I hope you don’t mind
I’m prone to doubt.
Canaan
Devil’s running free in this empty life
Making good things bad, and hard to find
Like music to your ears it’ll sound so sweet
‘Til that serpent bites your naked feet
I’ve seen evil thrive but good survive
In this crooked, twisted thing called life
When perfection’s expected with iron will
Saints fall faster and harder still
Grace is a place I fear to go
I’ve gone too far for love to show
We can reach down deep, we can surely try
But I’m afraid the well’s run dry
Of all my friends made on this earth
Time’s not one, now that’s for sure
Whether high or low, in love or hate
Time keeps ticking like the damning gate
I’ve got foes in heaven, friends in hell
How I've made them only time will tell
When I reach my end I can only pray
I’ll join my foes by glory’s way
Peace is a river that never ends
Let’s dive, my love, and soak it in
Set our gaze to the promised land
We’ll go, just take my hand
Set our gaze to the promised land